You are so upset, have so much to say, but there is so much, that you don’t even know where to begin.

I am in that spot right now. I have tons I want to let out, but don’t know how.

I can’t sleep right now even though I am extremely tired. Maybe I should do homework.

I honestly don’t want to think about things anymore.

I just don’t understand why I am the one who has to make all the hard choices. Im beginning to feel like the men in my life really don’t know how. They take the easy way.

Ugh.. ok thats the extent of my rant, because honestly if I were to go into it more, it would take a very long time to read.

Why do all the damn choices keep getting thrown on me, it’s as if Im the only one capable of making things happen. Frustrating.

Ok now Im seriously done.

Ava

I loved this picture of Ava, she has a mouth full of crackers and she s reaching for more : )

I have so many photo’s in raw format that I cannot do anything with. About a year ago my Mac’s hard drive decided to quit on me, and when it did, I lost Photoshop elements as well as Apeture. Now Photoshop elements isn’t too bad to replace, but Apeture is like 200.00 : (

I think my BF is going to buy me some software, so I don’t have so many photos stuck in limbo anymore.

I know everyone is gonna say, just reinstall them, but with my divorce a couple of years ago, things got lost. I don’t know where any of my disks ran off too. : (

This is why you should register your software when you get it instead of pushing the ” Register Never” button, lol.

On another note, I was thinking of possibly making jewelry again, once I am finished with school. I have been out of it for a few years, but lately I’ve been feeling the tug to get back into it. I also have a number of friends hoping I would get back into it : )

That is one of the more “artsy” pieces I did. I made some “artsy” pieces as well as some “everyday” pieces. This was a bracelet made of Rose Quartz and Chalcedony.

I think my contacts have irritated my eye : (  The only glasses I have are about the dinosaur age and are scratched. My sweet BF is gonna take me up to the eye dr. and get me new glasses Yay. Maybe ill take a picture and post it later. Im not a fan of glasses on me, so this will be interesting : )

Well, we were supposed to head a bit north and go camping for the weekend, but quickly decided that 45 degrees at night in a tent is a bit too rustic for us. I would love to see the beaches here in California. I want the cliff beaches though, not sandy. I lived in Florida for ten years and I have seen my share of sandy beaches.

I think we have decided on a day trip to a beach somewhat close by if the weather isn’t too awful.  I don’t mind if it’s a bit chilly, but it has been raining a lot, and I prefer to not ruin my camera : )

Anyone know of any good beaches for taking pictures? We are in the SF bay area, and we were considering Bodega Bay. It looks as though there are some breathtaking views up there.

I actually had it in my head that my boyfriend might be planning the trip for that special question, but realized that if he is willing to back out of going anywhere so easily this weekend, that thought probably didn’t enter his mind.